many things have happened during dis 1 month plus, happi, sad, surprising, tiring and so on...

sometyms, i really wished dat i wasnt born, or rather, i wasnt born in dis century...

i've met alot of frens, but seriously, sometyms, i dunno hw 2 face dem... it feels so weird...

its been the Nth tym dat some1 say i look beri hard working... but dun 4gt, looks are deceiving... although i'm glad that i look dis way, but sometyms, i'm nt as strong as i look...

i'm oso a human, i oso want to help ppl... the myanmar cyclone and the si chuan earth quake dat have taken millions of lifes... and nw, ppl dat i wanted to help most, mi frens and families...

dat dae when i was having dinner wif sterrs without Hui n Fang, Yi said dat mi life and heart is beri dark... her definition: scary and horrendous... Nie added dat mi expression make mi look lik a murderer... her e.g.: the murderer dat chop off the women's head and hid it inside a huge Hello Kitty head for more den 1 yr... well, i noe i look scary... but do looks really reflect wad n hw a person is? 

Fang, i noe u'r stress... (i noe u won't read mi blog too)... but if u happen to read dis, dun 4gt dat sterrs is always dere for u... dun keep things to urself k? its nt dat we dun wanna help, but we can onli help if we'r given a chance to... i've promised miself b4 dat i won't cry for u animore... but i noe dat will nv happen... coz i've alrd cried twice when u missed ur appointments wif us on fri n wed... i noe ppl will say dat i'm just exaggerating, but as i've said... i dun look as strong as i look... 

n nw... sth happened to sterrs again... i feel sorri and sad for wad had happened, but deres really nth dat we can do to help... to onli thing we can do is to console... dats wad make us, humans, so helpless... i feel lik a loser, nt being able to help ani1 dat i wanted to... 

the activating of dis blog means sth is happening to mi life again, its nt a gd sign to mi... but @ least it gives mi place to express n let out all mi feelings so dat i feel better... i'm sorri for another emo post, but i nv expect ani1 to read dis aniway...

n Yvonee, if u happen to read dis... i'm nt having depression!!!