Sunday, December 16, 2007

something is wrong with mi... & i duno wad caused it. i'm afraid to c a doctor, not bcoz i'm scared of needles (which i'm not), but bcoz from what i can get from mi HAP txtbk, it seems to be quite a serioud prob...

i'm afraid to c a doctor bcoz i'm currently jobless, & if i'm required to c a speciallist, it will cost mi a bomb... or even all of the money in mi bank (which is not much).

i'm afriad to c a doctor bcoz i'm not sure whether it needs a surgery to recover. all i noe is dat the pain is too much for mi too take. people who noes mi noe that i cant restand pain. but i've tried mi best to endure the pain for the past 5daes... its really too much for mi as even panadol cant help to relift the it.

i tot it was nothing serious when it 1st started, but as daes past, it gets worst n more painful... & wads worst? i cant slp, walk or sit coz it hurts whenever i start to move...

please... dun let it b anithing serious when i finally go for a checkup... i noe i ask nie to go wif mi on tues, but i'm afraid i cant stand the pain for so long. i wanted to tell mi parents, but they'r working & i dunwan to bother them, if it turns out to be something minor. i wanted to tell mi sis, but she's practically not @ hm everydae, so i'm not sure if i can get to c a doctor earlier and get release from all these misery...

she hopes dat it nothing serious
& wont affect her sch work.