Tuesday, November 27, 2007

cried in sch again last fri... some1 asked mi y, but even i duno the reason... sometym its a matter of how you feel against wad others expect of u. understanding others is never easy, but it is harder to understand urself. mayb i'm just too sensitive, but aren't i the same person dat will tear for ani sad character on TV shows?? to the deceased of the recent dragon boat accident in Cambodia, i cried for u when i saw the news. m i getting sick or is it normal to cry infront of a TV screen?? i m jobless, i am stupid, & i m hopeless... mi academic grades are decreasing like a rollar coster going down slope. mi money is flowing out like bank transactions. mi life during & after sch is just slp, eat, copy and slp. i realised the seriousness of mi prob, mi frens r leaving mi, mi sisters r ignoring mi, & mi siblings r irritated by mi. but i do not have the urge to change, & find no courage to change. the qns to b answered now is, m i the same Hui Juan?